things are, contained, good. i recently turned 18 and things are not as i've expected. i've always liked to enjoy whatever i'm able to of my youth. when i was 10 i was never able to see myself near that "old boring grumpy age," haha, and when that day comes i wouldn't know what i did with myself.
a lot does change as the years go by, people definitely, interests and thoughts etc. though really, one thing that seems to escape from that are the people like my mom and dad, my grandmother definitely. they've always been true in your life, perhaps that's what it is. when i look back, they still seem to be the same people they were when i was younger. my grandmother recently came to visit us, and even though my ma and pa aren't together anymore, with her around things still seem like everything is still how they were, as i slept by her lap. elder folk like my grandma really intrigues me, i dunno why, it's just nice to have her around while we can. now that im 18, what i seem to discover is that even though things do change, like your friends, what you do, like, or how you feel toward anything, who you are doesn't seem to leave you. guess thats part of what it is to "grow up," our minds do grow, but im think'n, just as important, as long if we don't kill him or her in us, we'll still love as that child. there's always an infinite amount to learn and many to love, yeah i said it. i look forward to more also, club life here i come!